Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Err...Do u know that why todayI am very sad and not in the mood?
Ya ...I have told someone all my fellings n that i like him yesterday.
In P6,someone told me that he like me.That time,I also like him but I dunno why I refuse him...However,when I came to Singapore and that time he still like me.
9years already...I like him 9 years already.I wanted to tell him that my feelings..but still cant..cos I dun have any courage..I thought I am a brave girl,but in fact,I am not!
I hate myself that I told him that I like him because he said that he feels so sorry to me and it's all his faults.I dun wan to see him that he is so unhappy and feels ashamed abt me!
When I saw that he was sad,I asked him to forget whatever what I said.He replied:"sorry,i cant forget."And then I told me that I will stop like him right now,he asked:"永远都不会吗？”I said yes .and he replied:"如果你真的爱我，我相信伱明天还会爱我的。”Why he was so confident??
He waned me to say that "我不是真心喜欢你的”？？I hate him..cos he made me sad...
ya,i really really wan to give up,but still cant forget him...even now!
If i never tell him that i like him,he would not feels ashamed abt me and i would not became so sad...but i still believe that i can do it..!He asked me that when i wll go back to China and he said that he got something to tell me in presence,If i still cant forget him,i hope when i go back and he can tell me that i am ugly,i am fat.he loathe me...If like this,i think i will really forget...Just believe,i can do it!!I will change back !And i dun like him any more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so,wad is love??I dunno.
just dun wan to touch it..
it's a virus!!!
Ya ...I have told someone all my fellings n that i like him yesterday.
In P6,someone told me that he like me.That time,I also like him but I dunno why I refuse him...However,when I came to Singapore and that time he still like me.
9years already...I like him 9 years already.I wanted to tell him that my feelings..but still cant..cos I dun have any courage..I thought I am a brave girl,but in fact,I am not!
I hate myself that I told him that I like him because he said that he feels so sorry to me and it's all his faults.I dun wan to see him that he is so unhappy and feels ashamed abt me!
When I saw that he was sad,I asked him to forget whatever what I said.He replied:"sorry,i cant forget."And then I told me that I will stop like him right now,he asked:"永远都不会吗？”I said yes .and he replied:"如果你真的爱我，我相信伱明天还会爱我的。”Why he was so confident??
He waned me to say that "我不是真心喜欢你的”？？I hate him..cos he made me sad...
ya,i really really wan to give up,but still cant forget him...even now!
If i never tell him that i like him,he would not feels ashamed abt me and i would not became so sad...but i still believe that i can do it..!He asked me that when i wll go back to China and he said that he got something to tell me in presence,If i still cant forget him,i hope when i go back and he can tell me that i am ugly,i am fat.he loathe me...If like this,i think i will really forget...Just believe,i can do it!!I will change back !And i dun like him any more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so,wad is love??I dunno.
just dun wan to touch it..
it's a virus!!!
thoughts of a kawaii doll, 1:57 AM.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Hi everyone ,test test test-ing 1 2 3 :]
SIMIN HERE TO HELP XIAO JING JING MAKE HER BLOGG!!
so gimme face link her okay?!.
SIMIN HERE TO HELP XIAO JING JING MAKE HER BLOGG!!
so gimme face link her okay?!.
thoughts of a kawaii doll, 5:45 AM.